What. A. Rant.

It's amazing, honestly. Ever have those moments, where you have so much you need and want to say, but can barely get the words out to describe it? Maybe that's what blogs are for. Lately, I find that one presence has hung over me so greatly it's nearly inescapable... why must you haunt me so? I leave for Ashland on Tuesday; I have a very ominous feeling that something terrible is going to happen. The other night, I had a dream that I got an abortion and was HAPPY about it. My friend is mad at me because a friend I've known for six years is her ex boyfriend and after she broke up with him he asked me to spar with me. This same friend also ditched me for Disneyland on my birthday. I find that more and more I AM becoming jaded and shitty. My relationship with my parents is completely on the rocks (for many reasons, the chief one being that I apparently spend too much money) and I just don't know what to do. I feel like I NEVER talk to my mom anymore, and in a way that saddens me; we used to be so close. Here's a confession: I thought about cutting tonight. It was there, in the back of my mind. Why do I want to feel pain? Why do I need to keep myself so low to get back up? I don't want to be the person I was when I was 13, but I want to be able to have the same morale and courage that I did. Hawaii plane tickets are $1200 a piece... and Jawbreaker's best song off 'Dear You' is Into You Like a Train (in my opinion). And this is a huge block of writing, so I'm going to shut up now.

Michi

P.S. Please, kick me in the head so I can just black out and forget.

Reaching the Bridge...

Hi Jay. :3

*Bounce Bounce Bounce*

Firefox, you suck sometimes. Seriously.

Anyways, I'm getting a job! Oh yeah, Peet's Coffee! How is everyone?



Dude, that's huge. I mean, seriously.


xo
M

P.S. Keep a good grip on those wood-tip sticks now. Bang those drums HARD!

Stole this from Jay!

About you
Middle name:
Christine
School:
Berkeley
Birthday:
1987.03.26
Astrological sign:
Aries/Pisces
Chinese sign:
Rabbit/Tiger
Do you even believe in astrology?:
Yea
Are your parents still together?:
Sort of
Are you the youngest or oldest?:
Elder
What size shoe do you wear in guys sizes?:
7-8
What size ring do you wear?:
Idk, my bff ron?
Appearence
Hair color:
Dark-brown
Eye color:
hazel
Height:
5'4.75"
Do you wear colored contacts?:
regular
Interests
What's your favorite sport?:
karate/dance
Favorite sports team?:
nada plz
Do you play any instruments?:
Mainly drums, but I know others
Are you in band?:
Why yes, we are in a way
Play any sports?:
xP
Favorite actor:
Johnny Depp, Rory Cochrane
Favorite comedian:
I have no idea... David Blaine? Idk.
Favorite band:
AFI<-- This plz
Random
Where you born in the city?:
No, sadly
Country?:
Thank god no
Suburbs?:
Yeah
Ever been to Niagra falls?:
Nyupe
Ever been to Africa?:
Nah
What's your favorite drink?:
Water, chai, juice, soymilk
Do you like to shop?:
Sometimes.
Like video games?:
Depends
Cards?:
Yes
Asparagus?:
SEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSECKSORGASMOMG
Seinfeld?:
=P
The OC?:
>p
Ever been to New York?:
Never
How long have you had AIM for?:
Idk
Xanga?:
Never had
Do you like broccohli?:
Very much
Are you a Harry Potter fan?:
Some
Lord of the Rings?:
OMG NARD
Star Wars?:
Originals and KotOR, the new ones SUCK.
Do you like Superman or Batman?:
Duh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh BATMAN
Are you a procrastinator?:
Right now yes
Do you smoke?:
Fuck you
Drink?:
Very Much
Do drugs?:
Have a nice
Are you a slut?:
DAY!
Do you think Paris Hilton is?:
fugly? yes
What nationality are you?:
I'm a mutt =]
Are you sure?:
Very
Ever see someone die?:
yuh
Been to a funeral?:
No
Ever been a part of a wedding?:
No
Been to band camp?:
Eww
Is it anything like they say in American Pie?:
No wai
Do you have a job?:
Yup
Do you like dairy?:
Only a tiny bit: cheese and ice cream.
Meat?:
eww
Fruit?:
<333
Vegetables?:
<333
Ever been to Sweden?:
Nah
Do you always wear a watch?:
Yep
What are a few of your pet peeves?:
CROWDSURFERS. HOLY CHRIST. And uh, overly religious people.
Favorite flavor of icecream:
I don't know
How do you like your coffee?:
black and minimal with a bit of soymilk--or chai lattes.
Do you get good grades?:
Yup
Do you want to get married?:
Not really
Have kids?:
If I do, I'll adopt thanks
What do you want to be?:
Musician
What's your favorite color?:
I love lots of colors.
Ever been in a cult?:
Oh yes of course, the cult of HOLYCHRISTCROWDSURFINGSUCKS: We are not a cult.
Are you Jewish?:
:p
Do you wear converse?:
Sometimes
Shops at AE:
Who
A & F:
You
Hollister?:
Airhead
Aero?:
Bitch?
How long do you spend putting on make up?:
Rarely do I wear it
Ever wanted to be an astronaut?:
Yea
Do you like Bush?:
Thank GOD for TERM LIMITS
Do you like the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle?:
I've only seen one part of it
How about The Village?:
Sucky wannabe horror
What's the last movie you saw in theatres?:
Juno I think
What's your favorite genre of movies?:
Don't have one.
Do you wear a lot of jewelry?:
earrings, ring, sometimes I wear a necklace
What's your favorite holiday?:
Halloween
Ever meet a celebrity?:
Yup =]
Ever been to a country concert?:
Eww
What about a classical concert?:
Nothx
A rock concert?:
YES.
Do you like to mosh?:
Sometimes
Are you in a band?:
This has been asked
Ever seen your favorite musician live?:
Jay I'm dragging you on my mini Follow-AFI-Through-California Tour, k?
Do you drive?:
Not yet
Do you live in one of those huge neighborhoods with a million plastic house:
YES
Do you like playing in the snow?:
when I see snow.
The rain?:
Yeah
Afraid of lightning or thunder?:
No
Do you have OCD?:
Slightly at times
Do you watch the news?:
Once in a while
Are you sad this is over?:
Hell no

JAY

You know who is who 8D

Oh Shit, I'm Choking.

I miss my little roleplay blog dearly and still love it to death, but hell, I can't have my personal life stuff running around on a blog *supposedly* run by Davey and Adam . So here is 'Stuck at a Familiar Intersection...', the personal blog of me, Michi. Enjoy.

P.S. Love love love

xoxo

Michi

EDIT: JAY NO EYEPATCH STEALING.